Sometimes it's hard.

Today we had to say goodbye to Joshua again. He is leaving over seas and I hate this part of the package. So, for the next year it is just my babies and I trying to keep our lives together. I wish he didn't have to go, but I guess he doesn't really have a choice in the matter. It's hard when he is gone, taking care of to one year old babies, who can be a handful at times. Working sixty hour weeks at the hospital and trying to take classes online after the kids are in bed. Still, after all of this; I still take good care of Mason and Ayden, playing with them and teaching them new things in the evenings and all weekend long. I just can't wait for my lovely husband to get back home, so he can help me out and so I can stop worrying and be able to see him and talk to him. I guess I am just going to have to take it one day at a time and see what happends.